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Gift Exchange

by Allegra Hernandez

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Kamani Allegra Hernandez’s Gift Exchange is a phenomenal album. I enjoyed every song on it, and I especially loved Windmill, which is a delight. Absolutely worth listening to.
Thank you for releasing such a fantastic album. Favorite track: Windmill.
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1.
Everyone around you, they just want to know the facts Whether you are “this” or “that” They don’t bother to interact And if I told them I was neither they would probably get confused They don’t bother to see the world through my eyes When I go out in public I want to leave because everyone calls me “She” And that’s not me And how many times does it take for you To address me in the right way? It’s just as important as my name Don’t expect me to keep Telling you what to say and do when you don’t want to Yeah you don’t want to, you don’t want to, you don’t want to If you were to be my friend Could you maybe help me to Correct people who don’t attempt to get it right? To get it right And how many times does it take for you To address me in the right way? It’s just as important as my name Don’t expect me to keep Telling you what to say and do when you don’t want to Yeah you don’t want to, you don’t want to, you don’t want to And how many times does it take for you To address me in the right way? It’s just as important as my name Don’t expect me to keep Telling you what to say and do when you don’t want to Yeah you don’t want to, you don’t want to, you don’t want to And how many times does it take for you To address me in the right way? It’s just as important as my name Don’t expect me to keep Telling you what to say and do when you don’t want to Yeah you don’t want to, you don’t want to, you don’t want to
2.
This surface has shown how time has gone The way we breathed And the way we went Our table has marks and stains and dents It was a place to rest our heads When does it stop The angry fists Making the dents And making us cry I’m still unsure how I feel Over these years you weren’t here Won’t be the same how it was back then Cause I know you don’t put in effort anymore When will you stop With your false persona You made those dents And you made us cry Over the summer You said you would visit Over the summer
3.
Marbles and blocks and coins and strings Tokens, figurines Retrieving to build something up Offer a gift Elevate and lift And we pull upwards to offer Sentiment and insight without fully knowing That this, this is the everlasting Pulley Gift Exchange As I run up the front staircase I see what you made (And joy overtakes) And it’s time for me To make this next one for you And we pull upwards to offer Sentiment and insight without fully knowing That this, this is the everlasting Pulley Gift Exchange And we pull upwards to offer Sentiment and insight without fully knowing That this, that is the everlasting Pulley Gift Exchange
4.
2 Years Long 03:55
I wrote a song it’s two years long So please know that I’m here yes I’m here yes I’m here I just take a long time to respond Feeling perpetually 19 When I’m 22 years old And this space I make is a fragment of my face And I’ll stick to the beat and I’ll say a few times Give me the person inside Not who you were a year ago Declare who you are right now And I think I’ll let myself go I’ll breathe along The earth’s not gone So please know that I’m here yes I’m here yes I’m here I’ll double-text back to be clear And when I’m finally 25 I’ll reflect back to when I was 9 Cause’ the times that I’ve lived will never go away And I’ll say to your face that I’m the same but yet I’ve changed Give me the person inside Not who you were a year ago Declare who you are right now And I think I’ll let myself go I’ll declare my will and my testament I’ll declare my will and my testament I’ll step forward if you step back I’ll step forward if you step back Give me the person inside Not who you were a year a go Declare who you are right now And I think I’ll let myself go
5.
Windmill 04:55
The winds of change are not the same The air is still right now My head and my heart Are stopped and stuck I took what I could But I could not manage to get up So help me up So help me up So help me up Please help me up If I am a windmill then I can Stay steady when the wind is blowing Whatever comes at me will keep my turbines moving Let's see if we can look To the younger selves of our souls And get what we need to show out We're in the present and that's what I'm thinking about I’ll move and turn like a windmill And I won’t stop until you turn off mechanics and then I’ll power down Whirls around my world Where can I keep steady When my pace is uncounted Striving for ambition can take a lot If you surrendered already The static motion around Allows me some peace I’m comfortable in solitude I’m in the present and that’s what I’m thinking about I’ll move and turn like a windmill And I won’t stop until you turn off mechanics and then I’ll power down My head and my heart Are stopped and stuck I took what I could But I could not manage to get up And the air remains still
6.
I just wanna, wanna see your face and Feel my heart jump right out of my chest Tank on E when I'm coming to see you But I'm totally okay with that With that Oh yeah, oh yeah So let's go get ice cream from the grocery store Let's watch a movie in your apartment past 10pm On a work night I hope you don't mind This time is what I want to capture Can you teach me how to paint? If I teach you ukulele In the moonlight you are seen Your words and thoughts will stick with me In the sunlight you gleam I know how timeless this can be Can be Can be So let's go get ice cream from the grocery store Let's watch a movie in your apartment past 10 pm On a work night I hope you don't mind This time is what I want to capture Bridge We say that we will make it last Smooth the ridges, make it past Allow this flute to overfill Give more than what we can get back Get back So let's go get ice cream from the grocery store Let's watch a movie in your apartment past 10 pm On a work night I hope you don't mind This time is what I want to capture
7.
Hello I’m wondering Where I am in the scheme of things Should we go back this way? Or should we just keep walking? Watch me try too hard To make you comfortable So I can dissipate Pick up where you left off Is it profound that I’m still around I’m in the front And I love myself And I hold myself And I see myself And maybe you should too Hello it’s happening Can we find the root of things? I’m up on the top floor And you’re stuck on the first one Watch me try too hard To make you comfortable So I can dissipate Pick up where you left off Is it profound that I’m still around I’m in the front And I love myself And I hold myself And I see myself And I think you should too
8.
Serious 05:25
You stayed up all night trying to bring me down I stayed up all night trying to cry it out Let's see where I decided to hide Let's see where you decided to look To look To look To look To look Woah oh woah oh woah I'm very serious I'm very serious I'm very serious I'm very serious I'll feel my own soul break Until I try to end this right I won't ask unless I need but Who have we become to be? To be To be To be To be Yeah yeah yeah I'm very serious I'm very serious I'm very serious I'm very serious
9.
There’s a dumpster fire on Douglas avenue What can we do When the ones who were supposed to put it out Drove right past into the night Missed the turn and didn’t look back We’re stuck here now to put it out ourselves These flames are visceral and And they incinerate And they’re incinerating, and they’re incinerating This is the actual first time I’ve seen a dumpster fire And it’s incinerating, and it’s incinerating And I’m incinerated, and I’m incinerated And I’m incinerated, and I’m incinerated There's a bunch of fires All around the world The one in front of me Is definitely not the worst it could be But it's the worst for me The help is getting overlooked and flames are here just takin' off These flames are visceral and And they incinerate And they’re incinerating, and they’re incinerating This is the actual first time I’ve seen a dumpster fire And it’s incinerating, and it’s incinerating And I’m incinerated, and I’m incinerated And I’m incinerated, and I’m incinerated
10.
CO/NE 04:14
I want to catch you when you fall And I wanna grasp the world back in our hands And chase the seasons we lost We can start when you’re ready We’ll rebuild from where we left off In Colorado, in Nebraska In Colorado, in Nebraska Let’s grow from our time back when I want to break the cage around your mind I want to feel your heart, it’s part of mine And see the sights of our dreams and lives We can start when you’re ready We’ll rebuild from where we left off In Colorado, in Nebraska In Colorado, in Nebraska Let’s grow from our time back when

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released November 4, 2022

Music and Lyrics written and performed by Allegra Hernandez
Drums and vocals recorded by Kevin Drew at Sonic Factory Studios in Des Moines, IA
Guitars and bass recorded by Vimka Nochvay and Allegra Hernandez
Guitars, bass, and vocal parts performed by Allegra Hernandez
Drum parts composed and performed by Aaron Larimer
Mixing by Kevin Drew
Mastering by Kevin Drew

Thank you to my wonderful mom, Susan, my bandmates, Vimka Nochvay, a shining soul who also helped me to record guitar and bass, Aaron Larimer, a glorious human being and the best drummer I know, Kevin Drew for all of the production and recording work, Cameryn Berridge for creating all album and merch artwork, xBk Live for hosting the album release show, Thom Kutz, Tobi Parks, Jac Thoms, Gabe Schield, Lindsey Moon and Tony Dehner from Iowa Public Radio, Lily DeTaeye and Little Village Magazine, Guerrilla Graphics, Jaydn Swailes, Bradford Johnson, Girls Rock! Des Moines, Meg Eastwood, Mitchell Bueno, Rachel Gulick, Cheyenne Vanlandingham, Jol Seitz, Bridget Shoemaker, School of Rock West Des Moines, every single one of my incredible guitar and bass students, Austin Corrick, Jazmine Johnson for songwriting inspiration on Paintbrush and Dumpster Fire, V Ellsbury, Eleven Moons, Michael Curry, Tim Lyles, Professional Music Center, Ye Olde Guitar Shoppe, Paul Wilson, Abigail Phelps, Lani, Abbie Sawyer, Sara Routh, Bryan Vanderpool, Haploid, Ames City Auditorium, Lefty’s Live Music, and everyone else who has ever supported me or believed in me. I could not have done this without you.

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